ambivalent
US /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/
UK /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/

1.
ambivalen, bercampur baur
having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone
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She felt ambivalent about her career choice.
Dia berasa ambivalen tentang pilihan kerjayanya.
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His attitude towards the new policy was deeply ambivalent.
Sikapnya terhadap dasar baharu itu sangat ambivalen.