choke back
US /tʃoʊk bæk/
UK /tʃoʊk bæk/

1.
참다, 억누르다
to try very hard to prevent yourself from showing an emotion
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She had to choke back her tears during the emotional farewell.
그녀는 감동적인 작별 인사 동안 눈물을 참아야 했다.
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He tried to choke back his anger, but it was clear he was furious.
그는 화를 참으려 했지만, 그가 격분했다는 것은 분명했다.