choke back

US /tʃoʊk bæk/
UK /tʃoʊk bæk/
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こらえる, 抑える

to try very hard to prevent yourself from showing an emotion

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She had to choke back her tears during the emotional farewell.
彼女は感動的な別れの際に涙をこらえなければならなかった
He tried to choke back his anger, but it was clear he was furious.
彼は怒りをこらえようとしたが、彼が激怒しているのは明らかだった。