ambivalent
US /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/
UK /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/

1.
矛盾的, 模棱两可的
having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone
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She felt ambivalent about her career choice.
她对自己的职业选择感到矛盾。
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His attitude towards the new policy was deeply ambivalent.
他对新政策的态度非常矛盾。