grudge
US /ɡrʌdʒ/
UK /ɡrʌdʒ/
1.
a persistent feeling of ill will or resentment resulting from a past insult or injury
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She held a grudge against him for years after their argument.
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It's hard to let go of a grudge, but it's necessary for peace of mind.
1.
to give or allow (something) unwillingly, reluctantly, or resentfully
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I don't grudge him his success; he worked hard for it.
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She didn't grudge the extra hours she spent helping her friend.