ambivalent

US /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/
UK /æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/
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1.

having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone

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She felt ambivalent about her career choice.
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His attitude towards the new policy was deeply ambivalent.
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conflictedequivocaluncertainhesitantmixed
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ambivalence